Things have been going really good until 2 weeks ago when I started bleeding. I have never done that in a pregnancy even though I have been told that it can be common for a lot of women, but I didn't feel right about it. Today, my mother in law, Doris, assisted me in going to the hospital to have things checked. I cramped really hard for a while last night, after being told that everything was fine at the doctor earlier that day. Today there was no baby :(
My heart hurts, but I am one to put off crying, because for some reason I feel that it is a way of not showing faith I guess. I know Heavenly Father has purposes and a plan, so I trust Him and am afraid of showing any disbelief.
I do know though that I will be ok, Stephen is a little hard to tell just how he is taking it all. I am sure it hurts more than he will admit. Oh I love him so and am more sad for him than anything.
We plan on trying again real soon, but giving my body time to heal and gain strength.
More details are on my other blog, www.kerissataylor.com , just look in the month of December to find posts.
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